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Vacation Needed

Wed Mar 9, 2005, 5:20 PM
:music: I wanna know know right now.. is there one of you in the crowd. Are you gonna call 911? And spoil all of my fun... You crazy fools :music: Waiting for my mom to come home, and for south park to come on. I'm a cool kid alright.

Mood: Headache Get me outta here...
Listening to: Gotta Get Away - The Offspring
Reading: The Bluest Eye - Toni Morrison
Watching: none

I really need to get away. First of all I am fuckin sick of winter, it's supposed to be in the 40s by now, it's oooooh.. 19 degrees out. Fuck snow. I hate snow. I hate cold. I want to hang outside and draw and see if Paul wants to chill sometime outside of school. I also need money. Badly. Very Badly. And it's all my fault.

And also because of me, my house is a miserable place to be. Cool. I am so good at ruining life. Awesome. I mean it's not miserable all the time. But things are awkward and mom sees anything I do slightly wrong (like not picking up a twistie that was on the floor cause I was putting the god damn clothes way like she asked me to....) she gets mad and shakes her head. I mean she gets over the little stuff. And I try and be real nice to her but it's fuckin hard. I make dinner and do chores with no complaints. But how about when I first wake up and go into the bathroom to take a shower you say "good morning" not "what's that lawyer's number?" God damn it, I wrote it on the fridge.

I want to just get this whole thing behind me and go have fun. I know I don't deserve that. I don't care. All the god damn rich fuckers in my grade don't deserve all the shit they get to do.

I don't even know if I want to do something so much as I want to just get to spring, and summer so that everything will be over. I had a dream I was driving to michigan, for some reason Pratt got moved there, and like I had to wait for all this stupid crap. Like none of my clothes were clean, so I had to wash them and wait. And while I was waiting my sister was bugging the crap out of me and my mom was like "you were supposed to wash those last night" and I was like "I couldn't" and then I finally got in the car.. .and my dream was really nice. Just me driving on my own and I don't even think I ended up packin my clothes. I need to go for a long drive. I've been wanting. I don't want to leave forever, I just wanna go drive for a bit. Get out of this redneck asshole town.

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You fake a stomach cramp, and when you're bent over, moaning and wailing, you lick your palms. It's a little childish and stupid, but then so is high school. - Ferris Bueller

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:iconseverussnapeismine:
I f@#$*n love your icon. it's stellar. sorry to be randomn but I had to say it.

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The pain drives me wild
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